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April 26 天气:阴雨 人的心情如同天气一样,阴沉阴沉的...
本来就觉得自己是走读的,中午经常待别人宿舍不太好,每次都感觉自己处在那儿像是多余的,特别别扭.今天知道了件事,终于让我下定决心不再去她们宿舍...
D是她们宿舍中跟我走得很近的一个,经常一起进进出出.而S和C比较要好.某次S不在,C说跟我们一起走,后又借口我们走得太慢离开了...事情就这样过去了.没人会在意什么.
今天D陪我换裤子(体育课下课)没跟C一起走时C生气了.跟D聊天她说C上次生气的,还说了什么"到底她是你舍友还是我是你舍友"之类的话
有些郁闷,一向都是我跟D,C跟S的啊~为什么到没人陪她的时候她会冒出一句这样的话?平时我也不见她对D好到哪里去啊!!!
算了,我也不想把责任都怪到她头上,谁叫我是走读的呢?反正已经决定不再去她们宿舍了,免得D又被说,也免得自己被说.
我到是没什么,最多以后吃完饭去教室里.其实很担心D.她是个老好人,经常被C,S使唤却从来没拒绝过.有时候有点想不通...呵呵
D要加油哦~~ March 29 Are we good lovers? About one month ago, I fell in love
 with him... That's a period of wonderful time I've ever had before. I'm sooooo happy being with him. But I'm still worried about him. I cannot trust him absolutely for I really cannot imagine that I'm the 16th girlfriend of him. Will he just paly a game with me? If that, I'll have anther tough time to get rid of him.
Nowadays, I considered myself not a good girl. I sent him short messages  when he's having class, or doing his homework, etc. He's now preparing his college entrance examination. How could I always be around him? It must have made him not concentrate on his study. But I truely miss him desperately. What should I do?some little feeling I used his qq to look after my son today. One of his friends in junior school chatted with me. I suddenly asked him: 'Will the relationship break up if a boy and his girlfriend study in different cities?' We reached the same idea on the matter.
It is that possibly it will.
They are in different cities after all. One cannot meet the other whenever he/she want to. Trustness? Words said that trust sb. but do not trust it's promise. I've memtioned in my Chinese diary that sometimes I myself cannot realize all my promise. How could I force others to do so? Do as you would be done by.
Future cannot be foreseen. I'm still anticipating our life together in the future. What should I do? I'm really puzzled... I don't know what should I do in fact.
The love I now have is so true that I can feel being protected under his care all day long. But why am I soooo puzzled?
Everytime I miss him, I don't know what to picture in my mind. That's all because we haven't meet since our fundamental school... It's so funny... I cannot imagine what he now are.
My dear, what are you like now? I want to know.
Sister-in-law said that he minght be a play boy. Don't trust him, or I'll hurt myself. But, I cannot help myself trusting him. Will he marry me? March 27 I will wait for youLala said that he would work hard during the next 2 months.
"Take care of yourself~ Don't go to sleep too late. Only 2 months! I know that it will be a hard time for you. Wait for me." That's what he had said to me just now.
Yes, I will wait for you, although I'm a little disappointed. Your words mean what?--We cannot meet each other in 2 months, maybe.
"Come on~ Cathy! That's just a temporary separation." I said to myself.
I'm always on your side, Lala. Because I'm your sweetheart. March 23 TO小汤圆（要开心哦~）人生不可免的缺憾,你怎样面对呢? |
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